It's been awhile....

So it seems like I always do this when I start to blog...I write a good post in saying I will be writing from now on and expressing my feelings through my virtual journal but as time goes by I honestly get lazy and don't put much thought into things to post or if I do I just get side tracked from other things but what can you do right? Today is one of those days where I miss my Lil one so much...I can't help but to think she is doing or what she thinks about me being gone. I wonder how my absence will impact her later on in life... When I went for my short stay back home on RnR, she had no clue on time...to her every thing was two weeks...the innocence of life and just not having a care in the world. She is a strong kid though...I know that she will be fine...but i can't help to think what is really going on her mind...I miss my lil chunkie monkey!